My struggle. and the hope!!

[allaloneagain]

Hello I am 20 years old and ever since I was 12 I have always wanted to be a mum. everytime I would get af I would cry the whole time. I fell pregnant in January I got to 8 weeks and lost it. The hcg level wasn't going up the right way. And I am still emotionally recovering. But this month my partner and me decided to try again. We did the deed on 6,7,8,10,12 th. I ovulated on the 13th. The last two days I have had cramps and spotting for an hour. Hoping I am pregnant I just feel pregnant. I am hoping I am.
My partner recently left me. I don't care if he changed his mind I will raise my baby by myself. Thanks for reading. Just needed to get what was on my mind out.