Need some advice

[Mummy&bump]

Hi ladies I have just joined here again after a loss last year!

Bit of history I fell pregnant in June 08 and lost the baby at around 4wks didn't even have a period in between and I fell predawn again with my amazing little boy who I coming up for 4 in April. Found out we were pregnant again in may 11, everything was great thought nothing of it even had scans at 8 and 10 weeks and showed bubs was doing great then at the 12 week scan we found it the baby's heartbeat had stopped just a few days previous! Soooo here we are again at 4wk +3 and I'm a complete wreck, I can't bring myself to think positively at all, the only symptoms I have are extreme fatigue, maybe the odd ache in my nipples lol

What's worrying me is my test, it's deffo positive but it just seems so so faint compared to the past 3 pregnancy s? Is this just a a bad sign already?

Help much required!!, lol

Xxx

 

[ncmommy]

There are so many reasons why a test can be faint. I know it is hard to stay positive but just take one day at a time. Are you going to have any bloods drawn to monitor your levels?

 

[Mummy&bump]

I was but when I spoke to epu this morning she advised that its maybe not the best idea as it will prob just make me more anxious wait Inglis for results etc so I'm just waiting out for an early scan which iv said I want around 7/8 weeks as a feel getting it earlier, again, will just make me worry as there's not really much to see before then! Just want the next weeks to fly in till I get past 12wks and hope I begin to chill

 

[ncmommy]

Monitoring my levels early on was the only thing that kept me sane. It let me know whether or not it was looking like a viable pregnancy or not. Then once my levels hit a certain number they knew they could do an ultrasound and be able to see something! Best of luck to you!

 

[Mummy&bump]

I will take it into consideration they said I could call back if I change my mind! Just don't want to stress myself anymore than I already am, don't know what to do for the best, although for some reason I'm feeling more confident today xx