Yumymumy22
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I'm just 12 weeks pregnant and really struggling with depression.
Today is a really bad day. I don't even know where to start with my emotion. I've suffered with depression on and off as long as I can remember. I can't talk to family cause no one is interested (more they've given up trying to care). My husband just doesn't understand me. He's just so angry at me for my behaviour. He says I neglect his emotions and I don't a how him any love. I've literally lied in bed for 3 days and managed to pull myself out yesterday evening to take my little girl swimming. I can't even see to my own needs right now.
I don't want to talk to a midwife about it because I don't want any skeptical eyes on my when my baby is born. Plus I'm an assistant psychologist now, so this basically degrades the job that I think I'm capable of doing.
I don't really have a question I just needed to talk to someone who won't judge me I guess.
Sorry it's long
Today is a really bad day. I don't even know where to start with my emotion. I've suffered with depression on and off as long as I can remember. I can't talk to family cause no one is interested (more they've given up trying to care). My husband just doesn't understand me. He's just so angry at me for my behaviour. He says I neglect his emotions and I don't a how him any love. I've literally lied in bed for 3 days and managed to pull myself out yesterday evening to take my little girl swimming. I can't even see to my own needs right now.
I don't want to talk to a midwife about it because I don't want any skeptical eyes on my when my baby is born. Plus I'm an assistant psychologist now, so this basically degrades the job that I think I'm capable of doing.
I don't really have a question I just needed to talk to someone who won't judge me I guess.
Sorry it's long