need to say this to someone

[readytogiveup]

have been ttc for the past 3 years with one MMC halfway thru, feeling rather sad n sorry for myself , its good to know the ladies on here understand the madness that comes with ttc, i swear my longsightedness is due to staring at sticks for hours convinced one more look n will find a 2nd line . had evap the other day and although the rational side of my brain said it was evap the silly side kept sayin u neva no, sad isnt it ?. it makes it worse when the skanky heroin addict at the school is pregnant with the 5th no doubt very healthy baby, just no justice. when i think of all the times i have checked my pants, felt my cervix and sqeezed my boobs to within an inch of their lives not to mention all the sticks i have peed on, i only have to see a test and am tempted to take one.. even when i have my period , final decision now after af this month will get coil and call it a day, i wish all you ladies reading this good luck, dont feel sorry for me that not what this about just needed to say it to someone who understands x

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

Hi.

Im in similar position. Ive been ttc for 3 years now and lost a much longed for and wanted baby. Im also getting to the point of giving up. I hope u find the strength to continue and finally succeed xxx

 

[wannabemummyb]

Me three! Sorry you ladies have both had loses and you feel like giving up! It shouldn't be this hard

 

[Myshelsong]

Totally understand and wish you well.

I am taking a break from all the peeing on sticks and morning temps and ritual that comes with TTC and am working on becoming healthier and happier in the relationship I have. It is hard sometimes to remember that we love eachother during this struggle so I am trying to get back to being me!