Needing a friend today :(

[tcinks]

I feel so alone and don't have anyone close to me who understands. My sisters now both have babies and have never had any issue conceiving or dealing with h loss. And my close friends are all the same. They've all got their newborns and have entered into mommy mode...and I'm left all alone. I can talk to them, but Ithink it just makes them uncomfortable and they don't know what to say. So here I am, dealing with the pain of losing 3 babies and TTC again. It's such an emotional journey.

Anyone else in a similar situation? TTCAL with only angel babies?

 

[mod19]

Have you been tested at all?

The emotional journey sucks. It's not fair that all these other women have their babies and yours got taken away. I feel you. I do have my little rainbow now and she recently turned 1, but it was a long road to get where I am today. Say anything you need to say, get it out, it feels better to talk (or type) than to keep it all in. I know, I've been there. Pregnant 4 times, 5 surgeries, 1 baby, and 4 long years of nothing while trying. Let it out

 

[Holly ttc]

I'm right there with you. We've been trying for almost five years now and don't have a baby to show for it. We went through what seemed like a million tests, seven rounds of femara, and two ivf cycles. So far the only thing that's given us hope is our last ivf did result in a positive but ended at 10 weeks. As it stands that was 12 weeks ago and I've still not gotten af back so I can't even try again. Friends have announced pregnancies, delivered healthy babies, and announced again in that time. We're still sitting here... waiting... trying to figure out why we've not been the lucky ones yet. I'm not always the most talkative person, but I can listen with the best of them. I'd be happy to give you my email or number if you ever feel like emailing/texting off of the board. I know sometimes I just want to vent but not really look at the boards.

 

[Beankeeper]

Sending love, I remember you from when you lost your first. I'm so sorry to read of your subsequent losses. We're the other losses due to IC also? I am part of an IC group on Facebook which is useful, but also full of success stories which can be disheartening.
We had another loss at 35 weeks in January, a little boy. It had nothing to do with my cervix this time although I did have an emergency stitch placed at 19 weeks which saved him, but then he still died.
I do have one living son, so I'm not in the exact same position, but I've now had 7 losses with 5 of them being 1st tri, 1 2nd tri and now my 3rd tri baby. It's heartbreaking, I'm here if you need a chat xx

 

[lesondemavie]

Tcinks: We miss you over on the ttc#1 AL thread. I absolutely know how you feel. I can only imagine the pain after multiple losses, but I know the heartache of loss and I too feel like I'm being left behind. I had to see my very pg SIL last week. I'm so happy for her, but I also want to punch her in the face. Massive hugs girl xxxx. I hate that this is so hard for some of us and I'm always hopeful that there are sunnier days ahead