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[angelmelaniex]

hi ladies been feeling a bit low recently and so i decided that i need to talk about how i feel. well here is my story i fell pregnant when i was 19 very shocked i didnt really thought about kids then but it was with my first love who am still with and have been for 8 years. i lost the baby at 6 weeks and ever since then me and my partner have be longing for a child. after 4 years of hopes being raised when i was few weeks late and being crashed down again and again. to even trying fertility spells from ebay! and still not getting anywhere. the whole time me and my partner have been trying my friends around me and even people i have know have had kids and even having more. i dont mean to be selfish but sometimes i just feel when can it be my turn? why arent i pregnant? even thinking that should be me not her, and im not ever been that kind of person. i have always been the bubbly kind of person who always thinks of everybody else but myself. i think im just finding so hard to talk to my friends about this because they have got kids and even with trying they have got pregnant straight away and they havent been through what im going through and i know that sounds so selfish and im sorry but i feel alone with the people around me so what im trying to say is i just want to talk to people that are going through the same thing as me. so sorry for such a long post.
melx

 

[HearMyPrayers]

have you tried seeking the help of a fertility specialist? where they can run some tests on you to check for blocked tubes, cysts etc and run a sperm check on your other half? It might help answer some questions as to why you haven't fallen pregnant again.

Stay hopeful hon!

 

[LoveCakes]

Hi mel, sorry you're feeling like this. Have you been to the Dr? There could be something straightforward needing changed.