Supernightowl
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Hello out there...
Thought I'd take a go with this forum as I'm having a really hard time emotionally with TTC and continually coming up no dice. I'm 38 and have been trying for about a year. Just recently had a bunch of tests and a polyp removed... everything looks good... low FSH (5.3), lots of eggs show up on U/S, good HSG test, and my partner's sperm count is apparently through the roof. Some blood tests show that my estradiol may be slightly high and my progesterone a little low on some cycles, so I'm not sure if that has anything to with anything. I could stand to lose about 30 lbs but am not at the point of being obese. I had two terminated pregnancies when I was very young, so I know at least 16-20 years ago it was not impossible for me.
I just had my first IUI with clomid, which did not seem to work. I am a few days from AF, but a PG test turned up negative today and I honestly do not think I am PG. It is so disappointing. I just feel like falling off of the face of the earth. I am angry at myself for waiting this long to start trying and can't get over the idea that I am somehow being punished. I know this is a bad attitude, but I'm really in the dumps today and cannot think about anything else. I am just sitting in my house feeling sorry for myself, as if that will help anything!
I don't know -- does anyone have words of encouragement or advice? Will losing weight do the trick? What is wrong with me?
Thought I'd take a go with this forum as I'm having a really hard time emotionally with TTC and continually coming up no dice. I'm 38 and have been trying for about a year. Just recently had a bunch of tests and a polyp removed... everything looks good... low FSH (5.3), lots of eggs show up on U/S, good HSG test, and my partner's sperm count is apparently through the roof. Some blood tests show that my estradiol may be slightly high and my progesterone a little low on some cycles, so I'm not sure if that has anything to with anything. I could stand to lose about 30 lbs but am not at the point of being obese. I had two terminated pregnancies when I was very young, so I know at least 16-20 years ago it was not impossible for me.
I just had my first IUI with clomid, which did not seem to work. I am a few days from AF, but a PG test turned up negative today and I honestly do not think I am PG. It is so disappointing. I just feel like falling off of the face of the earth. I am angry at myself for waiting this long to start trying and can't get over the idea that I am somehow being punished. I know this is a bad attitude, but I'm really in the dumps today and cannot think about anything else. I am just sitting in my house feeling sorry for myself, as if that will help anything!
I don't know -- does anyone have words of encouragement or advice? Will losing weight do the trick? What is wrong with me?