babydancing
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Hi all...I am new here, just looking for some support or encouragement or something, don't really know what I am expecting really. Maybe I just need to vent. I am the mother of a wonderful soon to be 3 yr old girl. We have been trying for a second baby since she was one. I have had 5 miscarriages and it has just been devastating and discouraging. I have Factor V Leiden and Primary APS, which make me prone to miscarrying. (I took heparin injections twice daily and 81 mg aspirin with my daughter and it was a complicated pregnancy, lots of bed rest, false early labor, pregnancy induced hypertension, she was born 4 weeks early, but she was born healthy- thank God). Since then, I have been working closely with my doc and take my neccessary medications...and I still can't keep a pregnancy going. I just don't know what to think anymore. Why am I having such a hard time all of a sudden? We are still trying...this month is our first month trying again after my last miscarriage. At what point would you ladies just say, enough I can't go through another loss? My hubby and I have talked about that and everytime we say no more, we keep trying for the love of a miracle baby that might be and so that our daughter can know the joys of being and having a sibling. I don't really know where I am going with this, just wonder if there are other women out there who have had several miscarriages and how you handle it all. Some days I find it hard to grocery shop without tearing up at a pregnant woman walking by...but I am lucky to have my daughter and more and more I see what an absolute miracle she is. Anyhoo....sorry this so long and to anyone who actually reads this..thank you for "listening".