dakron67
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hi girls, bit of brief history, i hav 2 children from prev violent relationship, finally had the guts to get out, (son aged 23 & daughter aged 14) they live down south their chosing not mine they were settled n at the time i didn't know where my life was heading except for down hill, was sterilized after my daughter was born as i didn't want to bring anymore children into that type of enviroment. good thinking at the time but now realize it was the worse mistake ever my x has turned my kids against me. anyway met a wonderful man 7 yrs ago, ( he's 42 im 43) we decided we would like a family tried ivf in 2006 it failed, had sterilization reversed in sept 2007, married oct 2007, fell preg naturally april 08 m/c june, preg aug m/c oct, preg june 09 m/c aug, preg again in jan 10 m/c march, fell preg also immediatly but lost baby no 5 in may, i desperatley want a baby (hubby doesn't hav any children) he wanted one aswell but is now sayin maybe we should stop tryin as im pulling myself to pieces, blaming myself for being so useless, just don't want to go on with life any more. but the thought of what it would do to my husband is enough to stop me doing anthing stupid, ( i kno he loves me so much)... sorry to go on girls... love donna xxx