Give yourself, your husband and baby all a big hug. I spent two horrible nights praying for my little lily in the NICU before the end. I know how scary that place is, and when I get pregnant again it will be my worst nightmare to end up in there again, but I am prepared this time.
and you're right, we need a NICU forum. It is the scariest place in the hospital and we all need support when we have a precious little one in there.