Hi ladies.
I thought i was coping really well with my m/c on 14/12/10, we've already started ttc again and I felt like I had really dealt well with it. Then my friend text me this morning to say she had given birth to her baby overnight and it's hit me really hard. When I got the text all I could think was "I'll never get to send that for my bean!!"
This particular friend was pregnant at the exact same time as me with our first babies and we went through our whole first pregnancies together and gave birth to our babies just 2 weeks apart so maybe that's why it's so hard to deal with it.
I feel like I should be rushing round there to see her and the baby but to be honest it's the last thing I want to do and I feel awful about that because she's a really close friend of mine.
Just needed to get that out, it's not the sort of thing I feel like I can admit to anyone else apart from you ladies but I'm hoping you'll understand where I'm coming from.
I thought i was coping really well with my m/c on 14/12/10, we've already started ttc again and I felt like I had really dealt well with it. Then my friend text me this morning to say she had given birth to her baby overnight and it's hit me really hard. When I got the text all I could think was "I'll never get to send that for my bean!!"
This particular friend was pregnant at the exact same time as me with our first babies and we went through our whole first pregnancies together and gave birth to our babies just 2 weeks apart so maybe that's why it's so hard to deal with it.
I feel like I should be rushing round there to see her and the baby but to be honest it's the last thing I want to do and I feel awful about that because she's a really close friend of mine.
Just needed to get that out, it's not the sort of thing I feel like I can admit to anyone else apart from you ladies but I'm hoping you'll understand where I'm coming from.