OH is being really fucking mean.

[jozylynn896]

I'm just crying my eyes out being he's saying such mean things to me. He's texting me really mean shit.
He's mad because i forgot that were supposed to do something today.
I just can't stop crying i feel so sensitive and i don't know why. Even when he knows that I'm crying he doesn't stop. Like he feeds off my tears.
I just feel so fucking hurt right now and can't stop crying. I'm literally pouring tears right now.
I'm sorry for the don't. I just don't have people to talk to. He's the only person that i talk to.. i feel so alone.
And on top of that William's kicking me like crazy and its making me cry worse. Like daddy is being a jerk to mommy and he knows it.

 

[MommyGrim]

You don't have to deal with that! If he's being horrible to you, you can leave him! He shouldn't be verbally abusing you just because you forgot something...

 

[teenmommy15]

knowing that your pregnant and that your hormones are sensitive anyways he should be nice to you and considerate of how you feel and if he's not then tell him your gonna leave or just leave maybe then he'll step up and treat you better.

 

[magic93]

Oh that is jus very inconsiderate of him! Sorry your dealing with this right now, you should not have to put up with that! Im sure your very forgetful, i know i am! But he,needs to try and understand what you are goin thru. Try not to let it get you down tho girl

 

[jozylynn896]

I'm just not due how much more verbal and emotional abuse i can take from him.. he makes me wish that i never even met him.
I swear to God sometimes i get joy out of imaging the day that we met and imagining i just looked away.
Or just never spoke to him. Or looked at him. And then imaging what my life could've been now.
I just feel sad and depressed.
I just feel in my heart that he no longer loves me. And it kills me. I wish i never even existed some times. He has put me through so much crap and I've always stood by him even when he'd break me down completely.
I gave him everything. Even my dignity and pride and that's not enough for him

 

[magic93]

You should not put up with any of that! You and your son both deserve the very best. Dint stay in a situation that makes you feel that way cuz thats not good for anyone involved! If hes to treat you that way while your carrying his child, whos to say he wont act that way towards your child. You got a blessing out of it and thats your son. But if he cant change his ways then you need to do the best for you and your son and get away from that situation or youll end up resenting him. Try not to stress yourself out tho, its not good for you or the baby

 

[jozylynn896]

Umm sorry guys i don't know what I'm saying i just feel so very upset and how hes acting is killing me.
But i love him a lot and am glad i met him. I just hate what he does to me :""(

 

[Aliciaa]

That is most men to you hun! They get a kick out of hurting us. Thought I'll butt in and tell my story as well cause I feel as lonely as you do!
Tonight I couldn't stop my 'hubby' from going to the woman that he has been cheating on me with. Ha funny? I only found out tonight and he carried on denying it. He walked outside trying to get into his car. It has got to the point of me sitting in his car, refusing to get out! The worst part was we had all of our friends around us at this time! I couldn't explain to any of them why I was acting as crazy as I did . I am so ashamed, disappointed, sad, heartbroken. The woman has a little baby and a boyfriend!!!! He still carried on denying he was going to her! I snatched his phone off him to see texts 'be there in 10 mins babe' etc... officially ttc month 4! After been praying for months for a baby, I am officially out. If this happens to be my lucky month, it will just be very unlucky**

 

[jozylynn896]

Oh my goodness. I am so sorry.
I've had dreams that my boyfriend would go with another girl right in front of me and i would be torn. I am so sorry. Please don't ever go back to him.
My ex would do similar things. The last straw was when i walked in on him laying in bed. The bed we shared. High out of his mind. With his ex girlfriend.i was ready to kill her and him. She was so high that in front of me she said "hey do you know where the bathroom is?"
After that i just felt bad. So i let her have him.
No woman deserves to.be cheated on.
Good luck and thank you. You brought me up a lot and you deserve better than that guy!

 

[Aliciaa]

I thought I would just tell you my story as well! Let you know your hubby might be mean today but look on the bright side he hasnt done that! You know I wouldn't mind him being mean. Id rather put up with that than what he did last night. Drove off to that girl when I knew exactly where he was going! Please please dont let him be mean to you tho. Show him you're worth more! Men can be so heartless at times! I will never go back to him! I was ttc. I will find out if I am or not pregnant in a week. And right now I really hope im not but I do at the same time cause its what I always wanted.
Good luck to you!! Keep happy. Dont let him bring you down hun.

 

[jozylynn896]

I believe you'll find somebody better and get pregnant with them.
I think God is blessing you in a sense that he wouldn't let you reproduce with tgat jerk.

 

[Aliciaa]

Yes I am considering it as a blessing. And I will not wish this upon even my worst enemy. It is the worst feeling ever! I hope one day the woman and he understands. Karma will do its part

 

[jozylynn896]

Karma is a bitch.
They will see that one day. Good luck to you and i hope thay everythingworks out.

 

[x__amour]

Big hugs love.