So far he hasnt arrived ( i was out earlier and when I got back it wasnt thru the letterbox so i take it he didnt come) Im going out in 20 mins so whether he arrives up later but I highly doubt it. Im sure hes out with his ho` on a saturday night, flashing cash acting the high flyer.
Im now starting to think is he messing with my head - or trying to - saying he`ll be up at the house knowing it will put me on edge and then not bother his hole. God i really cant stand him, why the hell did i want him back for so long. Why the hell did i marry him, i must need my bloody head looked at. He just disgusts me completely.