Out again

[kaye]

Well AF showed up today CD27. Gutted
Not feeling very optimistic or hopefull fot the future. Feel like we are never gonna get our turn.
POartner goes for another SA in 4 weeks but nothing really changed since last time he went. He been on antibiotics again and he has only lost 6lb in weight.
Just heartbroken and hate feeling like this. Sometimes i wished we hadnt bothered ttc in the first place. Just want to feel normal and not have this aching in my heart.

 

[anytimenow]

I'm so sorry Kaye -hang in there, I know its hard (sometimes impossible) to keep PMA.

 

[zowiey]

Huge, huge

I am exactly there with you, cd2 for me today. And just to make a shitty time shittier I woke up with a cold sore! Anyway! It will happen, and when it does this whole wait will be more than worth it. Not very useful advice, I know. And some days I don't even believe it myself, but we have to pick ourselves up and try again, because next month might be our month, right? That's the only thing that keeps me going!!

xxxx

 

[fluffystar]

just wanted to send you some
fluffy xx

 

[keyahopes]

Just want to feel normal and not have this aching in my heart.

I agree. I wish I could go back to those days when pregnant women didn't consume me with jealousy, or when AF showing up was just one of those girl things (and not the gut wrenching depressed feeling it brings about now), or when we could have sex without mentally picturing if the sperms r moving in the right direction ...I could go on...

I miss those days

 

[kaye]

Feeling a bit better today after my little rant, onwards and upwards. The best things are worth waiting for! Just hope we all dont have t wait much longer.

thanks for all you kind responses! Sending you lots of