when I was pregnant with my now 18 month old daughter I was so happy. I loved being pregnant and I loved her before I met her. I'm now pregnant with a son and I feel nothing but regret. My bf feels there is a chance the baby isn't his because when we were on break I talked to someone else. I didn't have sex with the guy but some girl saw me kiss him in the car and spread that I had sex with him and there was a video, which there isn't..
I'm bipolar and it started with me being stressed out enough to go into a manic phase due to someone refusing to leave me alone and no one helping me get them to leave me alone..
I told my bf I wanted to give him a son and let's have sex. He said I wouldn't get pregnant, but had unprotected sex in me and came in me. I did whay I said I would and he thinks he may not be his. I told him I wasn't okay with a dna test because it was offensive and hurtful. He talked to some of stupid friends who told him the baby may not be his because there was no other reason for me to say that.. Which isn't true.. Anyway, his family knows I'm pregnant. He announced on the spot even though he wasn't happy I was pregnant which made me uncomfortable but hasn't told them we're expecting a boy in fear of "looking stupid" as it will be the first son in the family..
Last night he broke up with me.. He feels I think he's someone I don't want for real and would leave him for anyone "better" that comes along which isn't true..
I am devastated. There is nothing but negative energy around this baby and I deeply regret getting pregnant. I hate myself and I don't feel like I love this baby. I honestly don't want anything to do with it which is hard since I'm not even 6 months yet..
We still live together for now but made it clear he wants to move out. He told me he will help pay my bills and stay in our lives.. Like that's all that matters to me..
I hate myself and my situation so much.. If it weren't for my daughter I would commit myself because I'm not okay and I'm pregnant now with a baby I feel I don't want.
I'm bipolar and it started with me being stressed out enough to go into a manic phase due to someone refusing to leave me alone and no one helping me get them to leave me alone..
I told my bf I wanted to give him a son and let's have sex. He said I wouldn't get pregnant, but had unprotected sex in me and came in me. I did whay I said I would and he thinks he may not be his. I told him I wasn't okay with a dna test because it was offensive and hurtful. He talked to some of stupid friends who told him the baby may not be his because there was no other reason for me to say that.. Which isn't true.. Anyway, his family knows I'm pregnant. He announced on the spot even though he wasn't happy I was pregnant which made me uncomfortable but hasn't told them we're expecting a boy in fear of "looking stupid" as it will be the first son in the family..
Last night he broke up with me.. He feels I think he's someone I don't want for real and would leave him for anyone "better" that comes along which isn't true..
I am devastated. There is nothing but negative energy around this baby and I deeply regret getting pregnant. I hate myself and I don't feel like I love this baby. I honestly don't want anything to do with it which is hard since I'm not even 6 months yet..
We still live together for now but made it clear he wants to move out. He told me he will help pay my bills and stay in our lives.. Like that's all that matters to me..
I hate myself and my situation so much.. If it weren't for my daughter I would commit myself because I'm not okay and I'm pregnant now with a baby I feel I don't want.
