Hi girls,
Jen so sorry to hear about your bank account. That happened to me about a year ago-they must have stolen my number at a restaurant or something and then made a duplicate card. They spent $100) at Home Depot and $200 at a gas station. I forget where the charges were exactly but they were in one of the the southern states like Georgia or something. I really hope it gets sorted out soon. My bank was fairly quick, but it was still probably about two weeks and it was hard to be without much money in the mean time!
Vicky-Yay for a good scan. such a relief.
Deb-Glad things checked out okay at the EPU. So scary though-I'm sure it sent you for a panic.
AFM-Having a major wobble today. I feel depressed like I could just stay in bed all day. I feel like it is hard to keep up with my work and I don't feel like going to work. I am a college professor so I have lots of grading, meetings, classes to teach etc. and I feel like I just want to hide at home in my PJs. I'm guessing it's hormones. I'm just feeling overwhelmed with everything from housework to my job, bills, money etc. Things are so tight now I sometimes wonder how I will make it with a little one but I guess lots of people are in that boat and if we all waited until we were wealthy or could truly afford it then I guess most of us wouldn't have kids.
And on top of all of it...TMI alert....I had an embarrassing sex moment with my OH this morning. In the midst of trying to cheer me up and make me feel good, let's just say at that special moment...that, well...um...damn that relaxin hormone making certain parts of the body more relaxed than usual! Thank goodness neither me nor my OH are uptight about bodily noises, but it still was embarrassing, especially since OH was doing some under cover work
At first we both started laughing but then I started crying horribly (for the second time so far today) and going on about how I am so un-sexy right now. OH was sweet and reassuring, but ugh...
I am still feeling paranoid too. Wish I could pick up baby's hb with the doppler I have, but since it's really a blood flow doppler and not a baby doppler, I only seem to be able to find my hb and other whooshing sounds. I'm so terrified that I'm going to go for my gender scan at the private place (which is not really a medical facility but more of a come see your baby boutique) and that something will be horribly wrong. I think all of this worry is really taking its toll on me. I want to crawl in a hole today...and I can't because starting in an hour, I teach back to back classes for four hours. I can't run. I can't hide. And today I really want to. No one understands what I am feeling inside except for you gals. I don't think most people understand how paralyzing the fear can be. Sometimes I have really good days where I am confident things are good and then other days, like today, I feel like I can't function. Wow, I need to stop...I sound like a crazy woman.
I think all of us who have had a mmc think a bit like that but they check twice and unfortunately for us there was no mistake 
and my scan in 8 days YAY YAY YAY, im hoping to sleep early tonight but i doubt it very much 
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