YAY i rememeber loads of u girls

shazzer hun and YAY Tulip huns i found u again lol
amy thats FAB news hang in there hunny let us all know what ur betas say later praying for u hunny xx
Jenny i hope docs goes fine, iv heard pcos can be bit sore during preg, i had friend who got a big cyst on her ovarie in her preg caused her alot of pain but her baby was born ontime and very healthy

let us know wen u bk and how it went hun
so insomnia is driving me nuts and not easy with a 2 year old, im hoping that passes soon i think its alot to do with the fact im sweating so bad at night that im waking up, but its also actually getting to sleep thats hard, even at 4am im still wide awake but during day im hanging like a zombie
another foe i have with myself is this...... i keep going for a wee and dreading looking at the tissue for fear of seeing red

i know im being silly but i just cant help thinking it, iv tried taking mind off it whilst actually weeing but come wipe time BAM it flies back in, please tell me im not alone and that its all because of the 4 MC's iv had previous to this beany???? im stressing out and holding wee in to avoid this now

ok im crazy HA HA

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