thank you for all your kind wishes it means alot too me thank you for your support for us i dont know what i would have done with out you guys you do make me feel loved ,
i know i shouldnt have checked i listen to his heart last night i could tell it was starting to have an effect and this morning his heart has now stopped im glad he is not suffering no more and that he is out of pain i just need to get through tomorrow which i am scared about i dont know what to expect pain wise or how long it will take but i will keep debbie updated as she has been my rock through this and i think i would of taken a nervous break down if it wasnt for her support at the end of the phone , debbie i want to thank you and im sorry if this has brought back alot of pain to you x