Found out today we have lost our baby.
I woke up this morning and went for a wee, and there was red blood when i wiped. Very strange for me as i have had no bleeding at all throughout either of my pregnancies. Panicked, and phoned Medicom. They contacted the midwife, who phoned me straight back, and i rang OH to come home from work. The midwife was amazing, she told us to go and meet her straight away. She tried to find the heartbeat with a doppler but couldnt. She phoned the hospital to let them know we were coming.
We got there and got kept waiting for ages. To cut a long story short, i had 4 different people scan me who all confirmed that there was no heartbeat and baby only measured about 10/11 weeks. So i have had another missed miscarriage.
I've got to go back on Monday and Wednesday for medical management. Everything about today (apart from the bleeding) has brought back so many horrible memories of when we lost Freya.
The cruel thing is, today is the 6 month anniversary of the day we were told Freya had died. I dont even know what to think.
I will still pop in and see how you are all doing from time to time xx