Peeking In... TERRIFIED!

[Megg33k]

Hi! :wave: I don't really have anything to say... Nothing going on that's particularly worrying... I just thought I needed to put myself in here!

I never got as far as a heartbeat last time... and didn't even know until 10+2. So, I'm just... in some weird limbo land hoping that it doesn't all go to hell in an instant! I cry a lot... have been for over a week now. I guess its good, but makes me feel crazy! Now I get all "OMG!" every time I feel a pain, twinge, cramp, or anything else. I keep wondering if my boobs hurt ENOUGH. If this cramp is good or bad. I'm a mess... but trying to keep stress reasonably low.

Anyway... Here I am! Congrats to you all!

 

[Wantabean]

huni i know the feeling every 'symptom' i wonder if its enough. i still havent tested yet lol we will both be fine once we get our heartbeats xxx

 

[Megg33k]

Heartbeats would be good! OMG! I wanna cry!

 

[Wantabean]

you cant cry or ill cry lol i am an emotional bomb lol can you not call doc to arrange a scan for 2 weeks? i will be getting scanned tomorrow but know that if i am pg there wont be a hb yet
we can both do this missy and we will get our hbs

 

[tonyamanda]

Hi! :wave: I don't really have anything to say... Nothing going on that's particularly worrying... I just thought I needed to put myself in here!

I never got as far as a heartbeat last time... and didn't even know until 10+2. So, I'm just... in some weird limbo land hoping that it doesn't all go to hell in an instant! I cry a lot... have been for over a week now. I guess its good, but makes me feel crazy! Now I get all "OMG!" every time I feel a pain, twinge, cramp, or anything else. I keep wondering if my boobs hurt ENOUGH. If this cramp is good or bad. I'm a mess... but trying to keep stress reasonably low.

Anyway... Here I am! Congrats to you all!

I stumbled across your post hun.. CONGRATS

 

[Megg33k]

Wantabean - I had to look at your location. lol No, hun... They don't do that around here! I won't be able to get into a midwife until 10 weeks and there aren't really early scans unless there's a REALLY GOOD REASON (which I don't have and don't really want). Things don't work the same in the U.S. and it sucks!

Amanda - Thanks! Your little girl will be here in no time! OMG!

 

[E&L's mummy]

hi Meg. stumbled across this in new posts. sending you huge sticky vibes hun. can totally understand how you feel. loads of love and hugs for you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

 

[Wantabean]

well that sucks. i will keep you in my prayers and will check in on you. wish you all the best xxx

 

[wanabamummy]

Omg megg!!! Your up the duff!!!


congratulations!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[Chimpette]

ahh Congratulations Megg, welcome to the 1st tri xxxx

 

[Beadette]

Congrats again flower!! Will have to update my siggy when I get home as now got another bump bud!

Seriously, you know how scared I am and nic, but we'll all get through it together! Xxxxxx

 

[blondee]

Hi megg!!!

I totally know what you mean, i keep thinking the exact same thing ('are my boobs sore enough?') so every time i wince with pain it makes me smile

I'm trying to do this one day at a time and i am happy for every day i come through.

So c'mon, stick little beans, stick!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lots of love,

M X

 

[Missy86]

Aww congrats hun, I wish you all the luck in the world

 

[Megg33k]

Thanks, girls! I appreciate it! I just swore I wasn't going to be terrified... and look at me! LOL We will defo get through it together!

STICK, BEANS, STICK!

 

[natasja32]

OMG Megg! Congratulations lovely! Im so happy for you. I can understand the way you feel,its completely normal and to be honest you will prob feel like that alot of the time. I still do! These little beans dont know how much worry they put us through! Im sending you tons of sticky dust for your beany sweetie.

 

[Megg33k]

Thanks, Nat! Are you still Team Yellow? At 29 weeks? OMG! LOL

And, I have so many weird little twinges and cramps today! Its funny that people go months without knowing!

 

[natasja32]

Thanks, Nat! Are you still Team Yellow? At 29 weeks? OMG! LOL

And, I have so many weird little twinges and cramps today! Its funny that people go months without knowing!

The time goes so fast...but it seems to be dragging for me now! I wish i could fast forward until 36 weeks...

It makes you wonder how these woman say they dont know they were pregnant...this little man is constantly kicking and punching and there is no way i can just blame it on GAS!!

 

[Megg33k]

Thanks, Nat! Are you still Team Yellow? At 29 weeks? OMG! LOL

And, I have so many weird little twinges and cramps today! Its funny that people go months without knowing!

The time goes so fast...but it seems to be dragging for me now! I wish i could fast forward until 36 weeks...

It makes you wonder how these woman say they dont know they were pregnant...this little man is constantly kicking and punching and there is no way i can just blame it on GAS!!

Oh, not Team Yellow then? You know its a boy? Yay!

Yeah, even now... at 4.5 weeks... I have enough little twinges that someone would be crazy to not notice at all! WTH? How does it happen??? Are they just like... "I don't know why my boobs ache and my uterus feels like its popping and stretching! Must be normal even though its never happened before!"?!?!

 

[natasja32]

Thanks, Nat! Are you still Team Yellow? At 29 weeks? OMG! LOL

And, I have so many weird little twinges and cramps today! Its funny that people go months without knowing!

The time goes so fast...but it seems to be dragging for me now! I wish i could fast forward until 36 weeks...

It makes you wonder how these woman say they dont know they were pregnant...this little man is constantly kicking and punching and there is no way i can just blame it on GAS!!

Oh, not Team Yellow then? You know its a boy? Yay!

Yeah, even now... at 4.5 weeks... I have enough little twinges that someone would be crazy to not notice at all! WTH? How does it happen??? Are they just like... "I don't know why my boobs ache and my uterus feels like its popping and stretching! Must be normal even though its never happened before!"?!?!

No team yellow...We knew at my 14 week scan that it was a boy. We didnt have to ask. After having three boys already you get use to seeing the little willies on the screen! And this one was just the same as his brothers and didnt want to keep his gender a secret.

So whats the plan of action for you with this little bean then hunny? Early scans i would imagine??

 

[Megg33k]

Thanks, Nat! Are you still Team Yellow? At 29 weeks? OMG! LOL

And, I have so many weird little twinges and cramps today! Its funny that people go months without knowing!

The time goes so fast...but it seems to be dragging for me now! I wish i could fast forward until 36 weeks...

It makes you wonder how these woman say they dont know they were pregnant...this little man is constantly kicking and punching and there is no way i can just blame it on GAS!!

Oh, not Team Yellow then? You know its a boy? Yay!

Yeah, even now... at 4.5 weeks... I have enough little twinges that someone would be crazy to not notice at all! WTH? How does it happen??? Are they just like... "I don't know why my boobs ache and my uterus feels like its popping and stretching! Must be normal even though its never happened before!"?!?!

No team yellow...We knew at my 14 week scan that it was a boy. We didnt have to ask. After having three boys already you get use to seeing the little willies on the screen! And this one was just the same as his brothers and didnt want to keep his gender a secret.

So whats the plan of action for you with this little bean then hunny? Early scans i would imagine??

If only! 1 loss so early isn't enough for anyone here to care. I still won't get anything until 10 weeks... just like before! Just hoping that it goes better at 10 weeks this time!

Glad your little man wasn't shy! LOL