Dali, thankyou for asking, i am holding up, some days are harder than others. i still cry every day, almost all day for Lilly-Maye and for my loss of my beautiful daughter. i miss her so much and wish every day i could have her back but i cannot argue with nature and thats the hardest part for me, the fact i will never have her back. life seems so unfair, i suppose i feel sorry for myself in the fact of we have been trying for so long and had 16 miscarriages, 1 ectopic and now a still birth one after the other, but i know there is always someone who is suffering more than myself and feel guilty for whining. many women on here had their babies for precious short times after they were born and got to know them and then they grew their wings so i suppose i shouldn't feel sorry for myself but its hard not to. sorry for rambling, i just miss my little piglet so much. sorry if i offend anyone with my answer, we are all lost in the deep chasm of pain at the moment and i know we all miss our angels.
xx