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sugarlove
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I am having pg symptoms again and feeling terrrified.
I had an incomplete mc at nearly 7 weeks at the end of March and my Mother in Law died unexpectedly at 65 on the day I went to hospital for my ERPC, so discharged myself and let it happen nauturally instead. We started ttc straight away again, and have had 1 painful AF and pretty sure I ov this month, and am now having symptoms 7 dpo.
My problem is I'm feeling so anxious at the moment. My husband is working abroad a lot at the moment, and he's away for 2 weeks now. I felt that I dealt reallly well with the mc and death of MIL and funeral at the time, but I'm now feeling depressed and panicky, almost like delayed stress. I suffered from panic attacks about 5 years ago, and feel like I'm getting that way again with all of the stress.
I just couldn't face testing again at the mo, and even if I am possibly pg, I'm so scared of it going wrong again, and me worrying myself into another mc! I'm convinced that every pg from now on will end the same way as the first!
I've got sore bbs again, and I've got tugging in my stomach and lower back pain. I also got a tiny bit of pink spotting yesterday, but it's gone now today.
Please help, I really need my DH here at the moment, but he's not back till next Sat. I haven't said anything to him about it yet either.
SL
I had an incomplete mc at nearly 7 weeks at the end of March and my Mother in Law died unexpectedly at 65 on the day I went to hospital for my ERPC, so discharged myself and let it happen nauturally instead. We started ttc straight away again, and have had 1 painful AF and pretty sure I ov this month, and am now having symptoms 7 dpo.
My problem is I'm feeling so anxious at the moment. My husband is working abroad a lot at the moment, and he's away for 2 weeks now. I felt that I dealt reallly well with the mc and death of MIL and funeral at the time, but I'm now feeling depressed and panicky, almost like delayed stress. I suffered from panic attacks about 5 years ago, and feel like I'm getting that way again with all of the stress.
I just couldn't face testing again at the mo, and even if I am possibly pg, I'm so scared of it going wrong again, and me worrying myself into another mc! I'm convinced that every pg from now on will end the same way as the first!
I've got sore bbs again, and I've got tugging in my stomach and lower back pain. I also got a tiny bit of pink spotting yesterday, but it's gone now today.
Please help, I really need my DH here at the moment, but he's not back till next Sat. I haven't said anything to him about it yet either.
SL