poems for our angels!

[Nikki_d72]

I have not turned my back on you
So there is no need to cry.
I'm watching you from heaven
Just beyond the morning sky.

I've seen you almost fall apart
When you could barely stand.
I asked an angel to comfort you
And watched her take your hand.

She told me you are in more pain
Than I could ever be.
She wiped her eyes and swallowed hard
Then gave your hand to me.

Although you may not feel my touch
Or see me by your side.
I've whispered that I love you
While I wiped each tear you cried.

So please try not to ache for me
We'll meet again one day.
Beyond the dark and stormy sky
A rainbow lights the way.
~Authour Unknown

 

[Nikki_d72]

I thought of you and closed my eyes,
And prayed to God today.
I asked what makes a Mother,
And I know I heard him say:
A mother has a baby,
This we know is true.
But, God, can you be a mother,
When your baby's not with you?
Yes, you can he replied,
With confidence in his voice.
I give many women babies,
When they leave is not thier choice.
Some I send for a lifetime,
And others for a day.
And some I send to feel your womb,
But theres no need to stay.
I just don't understand this God,
I want my baby here.
He took a breath and cleared his throat,
And then I saw a tear.
I wish that I could show you,
What your child is doing today,
If you could see your child smile,
With other children who say:
We go to earth and learn our lessons,
Of love and life and fear.
My mommy loved me oh so much,
I got to come straight here.
I feel so lucky to have a mom,
Who had so much love for me.
I learned my lessons very quickly,
My mommy set me free.
I miss my mommy oh so much,
But I visit her each day.
When she goes to sleep,
On her pillow's where I lay.
I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek,
And whisper in her ear.
"Mommy don't be sad today, I'm your baby and I'm here."
So you see my dear sweet one,
Your children are Ok.
Your babies are here in My home,
They'll be at heavens gate for you.
So now you see what makes a mother.
It's the feeling in your heart.
It's the love you had so much of,
Right from the very start.
Though some on earth may not realize you are a mother,
until their time is done.
They'll be up here with Me one day,
And you'll know that you're the best one!
~Author Unknown

 

[jojo23]

beautiful nikki xxxxxx

 

[Nikki_d72]

They are all lovely, thanks for starting this it's a great idea. xxx

 

[dancareoi]

Dont let them say I wasnt born, that something stopped my heart.
I felt each tender squeeze you gave, I loved you from the start.
Although my body you cant hold, it doesnt mean I'm gone.
This world was worthy not of me, God chose that I move on.
I know the pain that drowns your soul, what you are forced to face.
You have my world I'll fill your arms, someday we will embrace.
You'll hear that it was meant to be, God doesnt make mistakes,
But that wont soften your worst blow, or make your heart not ache.
I'm watching over all you do, another child you'll bear.
Believe me when I say to you that I am always there.
There will come a time I promise you, when you will hold my hand.
Stroke my face and kiss my lips, and then you'll understand.
Although I never breather your air, or gazed into your eyes,
That doesnt mean I never was.
An angel never dies.

i think this is most beautiful and it makes me cry every time I read it.
It was read at our LO`s service on monday.
I really hope that one day this will happen.

 

[jojo23]

its an amazing poem hun! i love reading them all they make me cry and sometimes smile! i hope the service went as easily as possible for you and we're always here if you need us xxxxxxxx

 

[dancareoi]

Hi, the service went well, although it was the worst thing I have ever had to do. Yesterday we laid the ashes to rest and in a strange way it seemed a weight had been lifted.
I suppose we finally had closure after a really bad two weeks. Hopefully we can take each day at a time and move forward.
It`s good to know there are people here in the same postition and hopefully we can help each other come through this. Even better if at some time soon wecould be pregnancy buddies.
Here`s wishing and praying that will happen to all of us and we gt our longed for LO`s.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx