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[MamaBre]

I am a birth mother to a beautiful 6 year old girl (7 on Halloween), a "step" mother to a cute little 3 year old red head, and am pregnant. I am excited but the fear has taken over. On June 5th of this year I had a miscarriage and D&C, after many HCG blood tests that showed my HCG levels staying at the same number for weeks. That pregnancy was an accident but a welcomed one. This pregnancy was not planned but not prevented. We let god take it into his hands.

I have no symptoms of being pregnant. In fact I am only 4 weeks and 3 days. I took the test before my missed period. We were going to an amusement park the next day and I didn't want to risk it so I took an at home test for safe measures. The second I saw the "YES" I wanted to vomit. That was Sunday.

Of course Monday I called my doctors office 5 minutes after they opened. They sent me for blood work and told me they would call me with the results. The results should come today. After that they will be done weekly. I'm scared. I am shaking. I'm not sure I can go through another miscarriage.

We have not told anyone but my two closest friends. With our last pregnancy everyone knew within a week.

At my 4 week post Op Appointment my doctor pretty much gave an ultimatum. Either get pregnant now or he did not know if I could with out invasive help later on. I was diagnosed with PCOS a year after my daughter was born.

Please pray. Pray that this baby comes into this world. That my daughters get to hold a baby brother or sister.

 

[Daisypetals]

Hello MamaBre, I am so sorry for your loss. It is so hard to be pregnant after a MC. Just being excited, hopeful, scared, etc. takes it's toll. I will pray for you that this one is a healthy and happy pregnancy. Keep us updated as to how it is going, sometimes it helps just to share updates. Hugs your way.

 

[MamaBre]

Hello MamaBre, I am so sorry for your loss. It is so hard to be pregnant after a MC. Just being excited, hopeful, scared, etc. takes it's toll. I will pray for you that this one is a healthy and happy pregnancy. Keep us updated as to how it is going, sometimes it helps just to share updates. Hugs your way.

My levels came back. HCG was in the 250s Prog was at a 12. They put me back on the oral pills. Thank goodness I saved them from last time because they cost $80 with insurance. She said the date I gave her for my last period my HCG was low. I was talking to my SO and we figured out I gave her the wrong date. I told her July 5th and it was actually July 9th. My phone broke and I kept track of it on my calender so I guessed. My SO went through his texts and found out I was wrong. She wants me to go in for another blood test Wednesday so I will let her know then. Hopefully they doubled either way. Thank you for your prayers.

 

[Daisypetals]

Hi MamaBre, so glad you had those leftover progesterone pills. HCG in the 250's sounds good for a first draw! I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. It is so hard waiting for the next test and results.

 

[LynneK]

All the luck in the world mrs xx