Linaa- I'm so sorry for the loss of your baby girl. That is just heartbreaking.
Congrats on this pregnancy. How far along are you? What you're feeling is completely normal. PAL is terrifying, as we know first hand that loss can happen.
I'm almost 12 weeks now after a 14 week loss last December. All is going well so far, but it's a struggle everyday to control my worries and fears. I think it's impossible not to worry, but I have found it really helpful to come in here and chat with other ladies.
I wish you all the best and hope this your rainbow baby to take home.