MyDreams888
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Hi there,
I'm new here and I finally decided to register and share with you ladies here. Hope you don't mind reading this...
So I'm 39 years old (will be 40 this Dec). I gave birth to a baby boy when I just turned 37. That time it took us almost 2 years TTC without success. So we went to a fertility specialist and I got pregnant after 3 IUIs. I have 2 rather big fibroids and mild case of endometrisis (found out AFTER I gave birth but I didn't want to take birth control pill cuz I never feel any pain during my periods). My husband had low motility sperms at the time (but not super bad).
OK so... that was a pretty tough pregnancy (SCH, severe nausea, gestational diabetic...
). Despite all that, I gave birth to my healthy baby via C-section.
Oh... long story... sorry about that. Anyways, after that pregnancy, I told myself one is enough and I don't think I can undertake any more fertility treatment or pregnancy horror. And as you can tell, I'm not confident that I can get pregnant again. Yes, people always ask when I'm having another one, and I always tell them one is enough...
But this is a weird month. U know I've stopped checking ovulation date and anything about TTC after my son. I just don't think I can ever get pregnant again. But then we had have a few times of unprotected sex this month. My period is supposed to arrive these few days. On last Saturday, I suddenly felt really bad... nauseous and gassy for the whole day. I felt a bit better after that day. Also I wake up in the middle of the night almost every night since last week. And one day last week (not sure which day of course) I had really bad lower back pain. I also have a fuller breast and am bloated. And since few days ago, I started to feel somewhat nauseous in the morning. Now these made me think that I might be pregnant?
I keep telling myself it's not possible. I do have lower back pain, fuller breast and feel bloated before periods. But what I don't get is the nausea. It does make me feel like I'm pregnant. Oh yes sometimes I feel like I'm "warm to touch" suddenly too. So this made me think that maybe I have a chance after all?
I don't know what to think other than wait till the end of the month... maybe it's just my period is a few days late. But I really feel like I want to share here cuz I can't tell anyone about this ... I do "secretly" hope that I can have another kid. At the same time, I know that I cannot have such luck regarding my situation. Why gives me hope... why?
I just want to share with you my secret ladies because I feel so bad of even thinking that I can get pregnant just like that... Thanks for listening and GOOD LUCK TO ALL OF YOU WHO ARE TTC!
I'm new here and I finally decided to register and share with you ladies here. Hope you don't mind reading this...
So I'm 39 years old (will be 40 this Dec). I gave birth to a baby boy when I just turned 37. That time it took us almost 2 years TTC without success. So we went to a fertility specialist and I got pregnant after 3 IUIs. I have 2 rather big fibroids and mild case of endometrisis (found out AFTER I gave birth but I didn't want to take birth control pill cuz I never feel any pain during my periods). My husband had low motility sperms at the time (but not super bad).
OK so... that was a pretty tough pregnancy (SCH, severe nausea, gestational diabetic...
). Despite all that, I gave birth to my healthy baby via C-section. Oh... long story... sorry about that. Anyways, after that pregnancy, I told myself one is enough and I don't think I can undertake any more fertility treatment or pregnancy horror. And as you can tell, I'm not confident that I can get pregnant again. Yes, people always ask when I'm having another one, and I always tell them one is enough...
But this is a weird month. U know I've stopped checking ovulation date and anything about TTC after my son. I just don't think I can ever get pregnant again. But then we had have a few times of unprotected sex this month. My period is supposed to arrive these few days. On last Saturday, I suddenly felt really bad... nauseous and gassy for the whole day. I felt a bit better after that day. Also I wake up in the middle of the night almost every night since last week. And one day last week (not sure which day of course) I had really bad lower back pain. I also have a fuller breast and am bloated. And since few days ago, I started to feel somewhat nauseous in the morning. Now these made me think that I might be pregnant?
I keep telling myself it's not possible. I do have lower back pain, fuller breast and feel bloated before periods. But what I don't get is the nausea. It does make me feel like I'm pregnant. Oh yes sometimes I feel like I'm "warm to touch" suddenly too. So this made me think that maybe I have a chance after all?
I don't know what to think other than wait till the end of the month... maybe it's just my period is a few days late. But I really feel like I want to share here cuz I can't tell anyone about this
... I do "secretly" hope that I can have another kid. At the same time, I know that I cannot have such luck regarding my situation. Why gives me hope... why? I just want to share with you my secret ladies because I feel so bad of even thinking that I can get pregnant just like that... Thanks for listening and GOOD LUCK TO ALL OF YOU WHO ARE TTC!
