Really feeling the down side to TTC!

[LongingForNo2]

After my loss in January, I just can't pull myself together. I so want baby #2 more than anything. Feeling the effects of my loss taking there toll on me. I conceived my son on clomid so to have conceived naturally was a big step for me and my partner. All went wrong and now the desperation for another baby is just too much I can't take feeling like this any longer. I don't know what to do anymore. Just feeling lost. I feel like I need to be pregnant again to be truly happy. I've pasted a smile upon my face as none of our families knew I was pregnant and partner doesn't want anyone to know what happened :/ Please help me

 

[BubsMom17]

Hi there -
I really have no idea what you must be feeling, but doesn't it feel lonely to have nobody know what you are going through? I understand your husband's side to it, but it must feel hard to carry this burden alone? Isn't there anyone who loves you that you can tell? It makes grief worse to be isolated... you have a right to have someone there to support you, especially another woman.

 

[Ali_L]

I'm so sorry. I agree abou confiding in someone close to you. I hope you have a healthy baby in our arms before the year is through! Big hugs!