I can totally understand how you must feel
I've noticed that the easiest way for me to lose weight is to stay away from carbs.. easier said than done but im proof that it works when you want to lose weight. I was thinking about joining a gym but the one I wanted to join (Lucille Roberts), they didn't have one in my area.... on their website they have a lose weight fast menu that Ive used and it really kick started my weight loss, I loved it. everytime I feel like I could use to lose 5 or so lbs, I go back to it and it really has helped me with my diet and keeping it off. if you're interested, here is the link... https://www.lucilleroberts.com/quick-weight-loss-diets.php
Im also struggling to get PG and my FSH came back at 12 so went for further blood testing and now waiting to have my HSG done tomorrow. my DH is going for his SA tomorrow as well. Im scared and excited at the same time but I'd rather know than not...
I hope everything works out for you.... I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers...