Hi Girls,
So my mom passed away the Wednesday before Christmas. It was totally unexpected and we were very close. As I am an only child and she lived 8 states away, DH and I had to fly all the way to her home and have her flown to her birthplace for burial. Of course, my 1st panic striken thought was how she would never see her grandchildren. How she would never see me pregnant and how she wouldn't be there to help me through birth. Anyway, I was wondering if anyone else has dealt with the loss of a parent and how people have coped or plan to cope with it. This has made me fairly anxious about wanting to try. On one hand I feel panicked about NTNP, (scarred that if I were to conceive I would be a grieving emotional mess). On the other hand, I feel desperate to conceive. There is this big void that is now in my life and now I have an unreal desire to have the relationship that my mom had with me. Any advice please. Thanks ladies.
So my mom passed away the Wednesday before Christmas. It was totally unexpected and we were very close. As I am an only child and she lived 8 states away, DH and I had to fly all the way to her home and have her flown to her birthplace for burial. Of course, my 1st panic striken thought was how she would never see her grandchildren. How she would never see me pregnant and how she wouldn't be there to help me through birth. Anyway, I was wondering if anyone else has dealt with the loss of a parent and how people have coped or plan to cope with it. This has made me fairly anxious about wanting to try. On one hand I feel panicked about NTNP, (scarred that if I were to conceive I would be a grieving emotional mess). On the other hand, I feel desperate to conceive. There is this big void that is now in my life and now I have an unreal desire to have the relationship that my mom had with me. Any advice please. Thanks ladies.