Seriously...why can't my body just behave?

[LadyHutch]

Ugh. So many fricken miscarriages. My body just refuses to behave anymore.

I go to the doc tomorrow. Of course this morning I wake up cramping like a mother. If I lose another one I am going to flip my lid. I'm not even sad anymore...just angry. See, this is why I don't get my hopes up. Every time i settle in and prepare to have another baby....every time I decide to tell the kids or accept that I am pregnant and start to enjoy it, the cramps start. then the bleeding. then its over.

I seriously want to throw away this tape, and stop playing it over and over. If we lose this one, I'm done. No more trying.

>=(

 

[wifey2013]

I'm so sorry, it's terrible to even think about. I had some cramping - maybe it will subside. FX for you and a sticky one. *hugs*

 

[emmi26]

Hi
I'm so sorry for your losses got everything crossed for you this time. Do they know what's causing the miscarriages at all ?

Hopefully the cramps are just normal stretchy cramps

Em

 

[LadyHutch]

They don't know why. My DH has had 11 MC between 2 wives (his first, and now me). I've had 5.

He also has 4 healthy children. I have 2. 1 together.

Maybe it is age. Maybe it is that I am too thin. Maybe its him. No one really knows why.