21yrsurvivor
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Hi everyone! I know I have made my presence on this site know with all my questions, and I apologize if I irritate anyone, and thank you to those that lend their knowledge and experience(s) to me.
This is my first pregnancy, I'm 15 weeks and this whole time has been a CONSTANT worry fest for me to the point I get severe anxiety. I have an anxiety disorder and suffer from Bipolar 1 and depression.
I constantly OVER analyze EVERYTHING. I keep thinking that I'm going to miscarry because I'm used to things going bad in my life, and hearing the stories of so many women that have miscarried, especially those poor women that have miscarried multiple times. I keep thinking that I'm 15 weeks and if it hasn't happened by now that I'm good...well I ran across a board on here (old post) and on other sites where the women miscarried at 18 weeks, and another that miscarried at 15 weeks but didn't find out till 18 weeks. It's gotten so bad with me that I am constantly looking at my Toilet paper for the slightest amount of blood, or if my urine is a bit orange I think there's blood in there. Then it comes to the point I simply think I'm seeing things (seeing the slightest amount of pink blood)
I know it's bad to stress and have anxiety while pregnant and that in itself can cause issues. I'm just one big mess. Who else is feeling the same or has with past pregnancies?
This is my first pregnancy, I'm 15 weeks and this whole time has been a CONSTANT worry fest for me to the point I get severe anxiety. I have an anxiety disorder and suffer from Bipolar 1 and depression.
I constantly OVER analyze EVERYTHING. I keep thinking that I'm going to miscarry because I'm used to things going bad in my life, and hearing the stories of so many women that have miscarried, especially those poor women that have miscarried multiple times. I keep thinking that I'm 15 weeks and if it hasn't happened by now that I'm good...well I ran across a board on here (old post) and on other sites where the women miscarried at 18 weeks, and another that miscarried at 15 weeks but didn't find out till 18 weeks. It's gotten so bad with me that I am constantly looking at my Toilet paper for the slightest amount of blood, or if my urine is a bit orange I think there's blood in there. Then it comes to the point I simply think I'm seeing things (seeing the slightest amount of pink blood)
I know it's bad to stress and have anxiety while pregnant and that in itself can cause issues. I'm just one big mess. Who else is feeling the same or has with past pregnancies?