Sitting outside L&D waiting for SIL to give birth

[ScaredToHope]

As I sit outside of my SIL's labor and delivery room, I watch as expecting mothers walk up and down the hallways. Circling the small waiting area every couple of minutes is a girl no more than 16 with her little bump poofing her gown outward. Why is it so easy for some people to have these "accidents" when we've been trying for nearly 7 years without a single bfp? This is soo much harder than I thought it would be.. I just want to cry :'(

 

[heres_hoping]

I'm sorry, I know how painful this must be for you. I wish I knew why too. You are a very strong woman, and wonderful sister to be there at all right now x

One day, this will be you. It will. Never give up hope.

 

[MrsOvey]

Bless you, i really wouldn't be able to cope sitting there seeing them all walk past, it drives me insane just seeing people in every day life wandering around pregnant. Big hugs to you for being strong for your SIL xx

 

[amytrisha]

xxx

 

[ces2008]

Im so sorry! Its def hard. Hell, I have a hard time when I go to my obGYN followups seeing all the pregnant women in the lobby!

 

[ScaredToHope]

Thank you all for the support. It has been so tough and I did fine until my macho brother hugged me (first time in years) and said "you'll have one someday!" Ugh.. Brother is sick and staying home so Ive stayed at the hospital the last two nights with the SIL and baby. I always thought if i was staying up all night with a baby that it would be my baby. I love the little guy but damn this hurts!!