HappiestMom
Spcl Nds Girl + twn boys + girl
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I have an almost 6yr old girl and 4 yr old twin boys
My daughter had brain cancer and global stroke at 10 months old and is developmentally delayed, non mobile and non verbal and has 24/7 nursing
I never got to play dolls, tea party, have girly birthday bashes, play dress up, etc because that stuff just doesn't matter or apply to her now
I want a girl soo bad. I've saved all Bs stuff, like ALL her stuff in hopes of a girl. Then I got preggie with the twins, wished and hoped atleast obevwas a girl, nope, two boys but I think it might have been better that way with twins honestly but still, was so dissapoonted, Bs stuff sitting in totes for 6 years now just waiting
Now number 4 is coming and I am an anxious wreck, I'm so afraid of how dissapointed and just emotional I'll be if it's a boy too. I feel like I NEED a girl for closure and for so many reasons.
Just trying to prep myself for getting my results next week. I'm even finding out just for me before even hubby or family because atleast I can absorb shock if boy and prepare myself to react appropriately in front of everyone else at the official reveal
Ugh I'm a mess
My daughter had brain cancer and global stroke at 10 months old and is developmentally delayed, non mobile and non verbal and has 24/7 nursing
I never got to play dolls, tea party, have girly birthday bashes, play dress up, etc because that stuff just doesn't matter or apply to her now
I want a girl soo bad. I've saved all Bs stuff, like ALL her stuff in hopes of a girl. Then I got preggie with the twins, wished and hoped atleast obevwas a girl, nope, two boys but I think it might have been better that way with twins honestly but still, was so dissapoonted, Bs stuff sitting in totes for 6 years now just waiting
Now number 4 is coming and I am an anxious wreck, I'm so afraid of how dissapointed and just emotional I'll be if it's a boy too. I feel like I NEED a girl for closure and for so many reasons.
Just trying to prep myself for getting my results next week. I'm even finding out just for me before even hubby or family because atleast I can absorb shock if boy and prepare myself to react appropriately in front of everyone else at the official reveal
Ugh I'm a mess