hopeful2012
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Warning-I'm off my rocker this morning! I'll be 30 weeks tomorrow. I've been panicking all week due to nothing being ready for this baby, the two year old is sick, my crazy boss, money issues, and My husband is never home. He's either working late or deer hunting, whatever. I understand he has to work late occasionally, but not every day. The days he gets off early he goes hunting- ok so he's sometimes putting meat in the freezer. My house is a wreck, I could use a shower, the two year old is still sick and whiny, we need groceries, an I need to plan an buy stuff for the two year olds birthday party that's in a month, Christmas is right after that, an then the new baby. I'm tired of trying to do everything. If I have to practically be a single mom, then why do I put up with him. Today is the day, I totally hate being mommy, I just want her to go away an leave me alone so I can get something done. I feel like the worst mommy in the world. I'm so ready to give up. I don't wan this new bay either, I can't deal with the one I have. Please tell me I'm not crazy or an awful.mommy. I'm just so overwhelmed an have no help.