xobabyhopes
one angel & expecting.
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this is going to be a huge rant so be prepared lol
last week af was due on the 9th and she was late. i was beyond excited and so was the hubby. i was such a good girl and i didnt even test earlier than i was supposed to, i was waiting to test again after i did the day before af was due. as this week went on i grew more excited and of course my soon to be mother in law has been non-stop talking about her son and i having her first grandchild, of course that was a couple days ago when i thought everything was fine and this was our chance to be mommy and daddy. then bam today as i was doing rounds at the hospital i work at i had that feeling so i went back to the bathroom in our office and of course there it was . that was the most crushing feeling i have ever had because this is like the first time i have ever been this late so i was pumped
to make a long story short i was sad all day long and cried on the wasy home and have made the decision to stop charting,checking cm and everything. everyone around me isnt trying and they are having luck (and they dont even want children) so we will be all the time and not having a care in the world about it lol.
if you took the time to read allll of this thank you so much
to everyone
last week af was due on the 9th and she was late. i was beyond excited and so was the hubby. i was such a good girl and i didnt even test earlier than i was supposed to, i was waiting to test again after i did the day before af was due. as this week went on i grew more excited and of course my soon to be mother in law has been non-stop talking about her son and i having her first grandchild, of course that was a couple days ago when i thought everything was fine and this was our chance to be mommy and daddy. then bam today as i was doing rounds at the hospital i work at i had that feeling so i went back to the bathroom in our office and of course there it was . that was the most crushing feeling i have ever had because this is like the first time i have ever been this late so i was pumped
to make a long story short i was sad all day long and cried on the wasy home and have made the decision to stop charting,checking cm and everything. everyone around me isnt trying and they are having luck (and they dont even want children) so we will be all the time and not having a care in the world about it lol.
if you took the time to read allll of this thank you so much
to everyone