so f*cking fed up with my mom.

[jozylynn896]

She has absolutely no respect for me or my son.
She hits me even knowing I'm pregnant. She blows cigarettes inmy fucking face.
I can't stand her.
And right now I think something may be wrong with lo because of the shit SHE does.
And she's hanging out with her boyfriend knowin I. Hae to go to the hospital.
She was supposed to pick me up2 hours ago but nope. She's still not here. She's too fucking busy.
I can't walk there because its far. No money for the bus. And OH is stil fucking sleeping at his house.
I'm tired of her trying to hurt my son and I have nowhere else to go and live.
I am so fed up with her.
She thinks its funny to smoke I n th house. We've got into so many fist fights. Its rediculous. I'm so fucking good to her. She has gone through so many fucking guys. Whose always there for her? Me. Not anymore. She doesn't understand that once I leeave, i m gone.
I wangt to call some kind of child protective service but I don't want my sisters infoster aree.
I'm so fuking. Tired of how ignorant she is.

 

[bsd]

I so sorry you're in this situation! I wish you had somewhere else to go!

 

[jozylynn896]

I'm just tired of her.
Please talk to me. I hate to sound so desperate but I need someone to talk to. My boy firend is being such a dick right now and I literally want to fucking kill him :""(

 

[bsd]

Aw hun I'm so sorry! I'm always here to talk!
Why isn't he supporting you he should be just as pissed as you are that your mom is smoking around his baby! He needs to help you find a solution to put yourself in a better situation.

 

[jozylynn896]

I jujust do t thinkhe cares :""(

 

[bsd]

You need to have a talk with him and explain how you feel maybe he just isn't taking it seriously enough. Is there a friend you could stay with until you figure things out or even ask your OH to help you find a place to go?

 

[x__amour]

How horrible! I'm so sorry.

 

[jozylynn896]

I'm pretty sure. Oh might leave me : /
So I'm pretty alone.

 

[mother of two]

I would be calling the police on my mother because pregnancy is a disability and you are in a sense defenseless because you are carrying your unborn child. second if you really want a better life for your sisters and your baby then i would be searching high and low through all of my relatives i can trust for the moment to find a better environment to be in. you can deal with the FOB later. I hope you can find a better environment for you and your siblings because it sounds like your mom is all about herself and not her children.

 

[xforuiholdonx]

You can call the police on your mother for one. For two, there are tons of shelters and organizations that would take you in! Do some research. If she's doing this now, what will she do to him once he's born?!
I'm so sorry!

 

[ClairAye]

That is shocking! I would phone the police! There are lots of places you could stay, being young and pregnant, and you could eventually end up with your own house, I would be trying to hardest to be getting away from her tbh, big hugs

 

[kajastarlight]

I don't know about where you live, but WA state has a program called Teen Advocates. Maybe your state does too. They help teenagers in exactly your situation. Don't think you have to put up with that behavior, don't doom your siblings to it either. You do what is right for you and your LO. If OH can support you in this - great - if he won't then that is that but you must find a safe place for you and your LO.

 

[bsd]

I agree with these ladies!! There has to be a friend or relative you can stay with, or a program/facility the state offers to help! Do some research for your area

 

[kajastarlight]

www.teenadvocatesusa.org/

 

[magic93]

You should not put yourself thru that or your son. There must be other options such as welfare or housing.... Look into it because that is not a good place to bring a baby home!

 

[jozylynn896]

Thank you guys a lot.
She's been acting better towards me.
I told her that what she's doing is f*cked up and all this other crap. My incle and aunt even talked to her. I'm hoping things will change this time around. If not, I will definatley be out of here!