so here are my thoughts today.....

[hopefull85]

Well on Friday of this week i start my provera. I think i am going to take a pregnancy test that day. I will be 13 dpo. I've just been feeling weird And my thing is that in the past i have thought maybe i was pregnant and I wasn't. so this time is no different ya know. But the past couple of days i get this small annoying headache, I have no energy, I'm thirsty ALOT, i have light lower back pain,going number 2 more often ( TMI) , and moody as hell according to my husband lol. It will hurt to get a but I know that at the end of this month i start my first round of clomid. So thats hopeful just wanted to see what ya'lls views are.

 

[hopefull85]

im just going ahead and tell myself im not pregnant and then it wont hurt as bad. just got to keep hope alive lol hope that the clomid is going to work

 

[tamithomas]

FX to you! hope this is your month For me I've been having AF cramps non stop but I'm only about 4-5DPO. Not getting my hopes up though, done that too many times and always resulted in let downs lol. But seriously though, sending you soo many good vibes. After everything you've been through, it would be great for you to get a break through

 

[hopefull85]

yeah my husband wants me to get a pregnancy test, says because he just has that feeling. and im like ugh i dont know. i know what its going to say it always does and this time wouldnt be any different. i wish for all of us girls to get our everyone in LTTTC has had to go through so much. it just sucks.

 

[tamithomas]

lol yea I'd wait until it's proper time before testing aka one day late, save money and heartache. But that's awesome that your DH is as excited and involved as you are. I see too many of them where they get excited but not the completely involved excitement, more like a sperm donner type of vibe lol

 

[hopefull85]

there are times where he gets upset and says things that he shouldnt say. but i guess thats his was of hurting. he will be 39 in october and he just wants to be a dad just as bad as i want to be a mom. hopefully one day really soon.

 

[tamithomas]

My DH can relate, he's 43 and just wants it to happen already. He's been a father before which I'm super jealous about when he goes on his "babies do this..my daughter that" he doesn't realise that sometimes me hearing that he has a lot experience digs a deeper hole then what's already there but i don't blame him, his daughter is a part of his life. It just hurts when we are with people and baby talk starts, I'm the only one sitting there alone not being able to relate and he feels bad about it