So ill :(

[sedgeez]

This is just a post for me to feel sorry for myself lol

I'm just so ill. After over a week of constipation, I now have bad diarrhea. It's so bad I actually pooped myself last night by accident! sorry for the tmi but I'm just feeling so down. I'm so glad I was at home, it's so embarrassing.

I'm also still really suffering with sickness. I'm throwing up everything now, and last night I was up at 4am being sick.

I was put on tablets weeks ago but they ran out and I've been unable to see my gp.

I have my booking appt at the hospital in less than an hour so I'm hoping they can help me with the sickness.

I'm also dreading my appt because I'm terrified of having my blood taken. And I know they'll struggle to get some because they mushed all my veins when they took lots of blood when I miscarried.

I've been unable to eat today yet because I'm so ill, so I'm worried I'll pass out when she takes blood (it's nearly happened before).

I just want to go back to bed and sleep. I feel like death and I don't want to go out.

I'm terrified of pooping myself again!

 

[Rcx]

Feel better soon!! Hugs xx