so im back....

[Ersurgeongirl]

So after a BFN last month, im back. Ive been taking my pills but ive been kinda forgetful and have missed 3 pills, doubling up three days in this month.

so i have a 31 day cycle...this past saturday (technically sunday morning, 4am) I went pee and when i wiped it was a pinkish color, so i thought i started my period. sunday, same thing with the pinkness. monday nothing, today a little bit of pink, but barely.

and unless the shows tomorrow.... i dont know....


so here we go waiting. good thing its a short wait!

 

[Ersurgeongirl]

so no signs of anything today...well, the super sore boobs, slight lower back ache, and I was extremely horny and decided to skip class to "BD" all night with joey (well this is not really bd-ing since we arent really ttc) and the first time I felt something warm and wet shoot in, and not trying to push the tmi limits here, but he asked if i was on bc and im like "uh yeah" not wanting to tell him Im a day late as it is and so ive been off bc since last thursday.

oh golly, what am i getting myself into?!?!


so yeah, the ticker below isnt accurate. obviously. Im still waiting for the witch to get me!

 

[suzan]

have u tested?

 

[Ersurgeongirl]

nope. Im broke and I figured if theres still no witch by next pay period, im either pregnant or something is really messed up. I get paid on the 15th.

 

[suzan]

so u r affraid of testing!!

Take a test! well.. this is what I would do!

 

[Wobbles]

Are you not on cycle day 32 then?

I would test ... maybe lend a couple of quid from family but nowadays you can get some cheaper tests in shops not just on eBay (strips).

 

[Lauz_1601]

Im so confused, are you wanting a baby ? and how come your TTC without your partner knowing ? Or have I read it wrong ?

I got 2 tests from ASDA which can detect pregnancy up to 4 days before and they are only £3 , go for it hun xxxxx

 

[Ersurgeongirl]

Im not ttc, im just here for support and to support others, although I signed up last month with fears of being pregnant (but I wasnt) and apparently its the same fears again this month.

Technically I've started CD 33...I always start on the 31st at 6am. its like clockwork! Well, at least I think its 6am, since every 31st I wake up at 6am with a low blood sugar around 50-40 (I dont know what that is in metrics, sorry) and I go tinkle and Voila! The witch woke me up! lol

Im thinking Ill just wait it out. Besides, the doctors for my diabetes are out of town anyway, so even if I am, nothing can be done until monday morning at best. (Im type 1 diabetic). Although I can not keep my blood sugar down below 300 (im swimming in insulin) and im dizzy and Im scared and golly im rambling

 

[Ersurgeongirl]

another day has gone by....nothing yet

 

[Ersurgeongirl]

So I realized that I took my last active pill on the 25th...thats like a long time ago in AF land. and 3 days of the month (not in a row) I missed pills and took 2 the next day....

maybe its un my head but I woke up feeling ill 2 days in a row now and my bbs are way sensitive and im slightly overflowing the bra....but it could just be AF on the way right?