So nervous and getting really low

[Shabby990]

Hey ladies my name is sarah and I am 24 and I have a son who is 2 I am going to be five weeks pregnant on Thursday and I can't help but find my self rushing the days away so that I can get past 12 weeks... I am making my self so moody and miserable it's getting so and that I am hating my job and being a grump at home,
I am on antidepressants because I has a weigh issue after I had my son and I get low some times and I just don't now why I have a great life I have no worrys
Is any one going through the same thing
I can't lose this baby it will break me

Sorry for the easy but it fells good to get it off my chest

I had a mc at 6 weeks a few years ago before having my beautiful son and it broke me I was on holiday and I look back at the pictures and I am smiling trying to show people that I was okay but I was not okay...

Thank you

Sarah xxxx