sedgeez
Mummy to my rainbow
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I went to the EGU last Thursday due to spotting, I had a scan and baby was ok, measured 8 weeks 2 days and had a heartbeat.
I bought a Doppler on Monday, thinking to myself that I know it's early but there's no harm in trying. But after 4 days of trying and not finding a heartbeat I can't help but worry.
I know it's really early and I'm very impatient too. But after having a missed miscarriage in feb I can't help but have the little nagging voice in the back of my mind telling me the baby has died.
I don't have a date for my 12 weeks can yet and I don't see the midwife until the 30th dec. I really don't want to spend Xmas worrying about the baby.
So I booked a private scan and they said they could fit me in tomorrow.
I'm very nervous as to the outcome.
I'm still very sick which I know is a good sign. I'm on tablets for it but they have started not to work and I've been throwing up.
I just hope everything's ok tomorrow. I'm dreading them saying there's no heartbeat.
I tried not to get attached to the baby this time but after the scan last week I couldn't help it. I started getting super excited.
Sorry for the rambling I'm just very nervous
I bought a Doppler on Monday, thinking to myself that I know it's early but there's no harm in trying. But after 4 days of trying and not finding a heartbeat I can't help but worry.
I know it's really early and I'm very impatient too. But after having a missed miscarriage in feb I can't help but have the little nagging voice in the back of my mind telling me the baby has died.
I don't have a date for my 12 weeks can yet and I don't see the midwife until the 30th dec. I really don't want to spend Xmas worrying about the baby.
So I booked a private scan and they said they could fit me in tomorrow.
I'm very nervous as to the outcome.
I'm still very sick which I know is a good sign. I'm on tablets for it but they have started not to work and I've been throwing up.
I just hope everything's ok tomorrow. I'm dreading them saying there's no heartbeat.
I tried not to get attached to the baby this time but after the scan last week I couldn't help it. I started getting super excited.
Sorry for the rambling I'm just very nervous