didnt want to read and run, but iv entered the single parent route before my baby is born. so im not sure how'd i be if it happened after.
when my ex first said he couldnt be a parent and if i kept the baby then there was a chance i could be doing it alone. i said 'fine il do it by myself i can' firstly i didnt think he would walk out on me and along with the rest of the things he has put me threw the last couple of months.
im not going to lie, this is the hardest thing iv ever had to do. i had rose tinted glasses on and only seen that i loved him and not the things which made me unhappy during our relationship. i thought for the last 3months i was giving him time and space to come around to being a parent and we were going to build on this together, but instead the whole 3months he was shacked up with another girl, while i was struggling needing him to support me. now i feel like a fool, betrayed and the 4yrs we spent together was a total lie.
this forum offers amazing support, and even when i have my down moments theres always someone to offer some useful advice. u will never be alone.
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