danielle1987
mummy 2 a little miracle
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Having such a bad day, didnt help that my cousin, who takes drugs had her 12 week scan today and everything was PERFECT....... i hate myself, and right now hate everyone who is pregnant......... i have lost too babies who were very much wanted, i should be 4 months pregnant, looking a prams, picking out paper, not sitting her feeling so suicidal, and wanting to be pregnant more than ever, I can feel im about to ovulate and i know all the sex we have had wont make any difference, because im not meant to be a mummy, Im never going to be.
Sorry ladies just had to get it out, I have cried pretty much all day today, The doc has given me Fluoxatine and Temazapan to help me sleep, part of me wants to take the lot and just get my life over and done with, cant take it anymore. I thought with me only being 22 it would be easy like it has been for all my friends but obviously not......... All tests say me and oh are fertile but yet nothing happens............ So sick to death of it....
Sorry ladies just had to get it out, I have cried pretty much all day today, The doc has given me Fluoxatine and Temazapan to help me sleep, part of me wants to take the lot and just get my life over and done with, cant take it anymore. I thought with me only being 22 it would be easy like it has been for all my friends but obviously not......... All tests say me and oh are fertile but yet nothing happens............ So sick to death of it....