Hi there, I'm 24 and live in Iceland and I'm new here but I wanted to ask something. I am almost 20 weeks but I have no maternal instincts 
. I am awake now at 2 am because I had a panic attack. My fiance is over the moon excited and he can't wait for the little bugger but... I broke out in hysterical crying and panic because I don't feel excited. I don't like being congratulated and asked: aren't you just so excited? 
and I say yes but I want to say no and cry in a corner. Is this normal? I feel so guilty and no one I know has experienced this. Sorry for the long post but I guess I just need to know if I can relate to anyone here 
btw never had a panic attack but always been stressed
. I am awake now at 2 am because I had a panic attack. My fiance is over the moon excited and he can't wait for the little bugger but... I broke out in hysterical crying and panic because I don't feel excited. I don't like being congratulated and asked: aren't you just so excited? and I say yes but I want to say no and cry in a corner. Is this normal? I feel so guilty and no one I know has experienced this. Sorry for the long post but I guess I just need to know if I can relate to anyone here btw never had a panic attack but always been stressed
