Hi, My name is Sarah. This is my first time posting on a site like this but I've really been struggling after my miscarriage in April. I was 7 weeks along, my husband and I had been trying since January and we were so excited when I found out I was pregnant. I thought I had been doing better but today my sister in law announced she was pregnant with her 3rd child and it was like I just lost my baby all over again. I completely broke down and couldn't stop crying, I feel so terrible because my sister in law is so sweet and I want to be happy for her and my brother but I can't. Don't get me wrong all babies are blessings and I'm overjoyed that a new life is going to be in our family but I'm sad for me if that makes sense. I feel so selfish.
We have been trying to get pregnant again for a few months with no luck I know God's timing is perfect but it's hard to stay positive. I feel like I'm letting my husband down but not being able to get pregnant. He has wanted a baby since the day we got married but I wanted to wait and now it feels like he is going to resent me.
We have been trying to get pregnant again for a few months with no luck I know God's timing is perfect but it's hard to stay positive. I feel like I'm letting my husband down but not being able to get pregnant. He has wanted a baby since the day we got married but I wanted to wait and now it feels like he is going to resent me.