so i've had the most rubbish weekend ever, i thought me and my husband were getting better since Christmas but on Friday he took my money to go and see his drug dealing girlfriend - who told me he was there with her - and hasn't been in touch since. i've had emails sent to my email account from hotmail telling me how he's linked her email address and mobile number to his account as if i needed to see any of that. so i've decided i'm taking his clothes to his mum's today. i really thought it would make me feel better but now i'm just am emotional wreck and i can't believe my marriage is over becuase he would rather be with somebody like that. i'm actually beyond devastated. my baby is having a nap at the minute and i dread having to look him in the eye when he wakes up. how can something so amazingly perfect come from such a messed situation