Hi everyone, may I join your gang? I am 36 and I am coming to the end of my 1st month ttc. Not sure of my cycle length due to being on the pill, but I should get af in the next few days...or maybe even a BFP (if I am exceptionaly lucky). My OH is convinced that he's "put one in there" as he says,. I was really hopeful, but any "symptoms" that I had earlier have pretty much gone now...though I have no af symptons either so who knows. My oh is 11 (!) years younger than me, so his swimmers should be pretty strong (so my GP and my OH tells me!).
I am trying to remain very calm about all this, as until I met my oh just over a year ago I had pretty much given up on meeting Mr Right and also of having a baby. And now I've hopefully got both (well will have soon anyway!). I am very excited inside but trying really hard to appear cool, calm and collected on the outside. We are living with my mum at the moment and although she knows we are ttc, I am really trying to hide any obsessive baby thoughts. I am now in this limbo week - dying for a BFP but also wanting my af to just show up so that I can know one way or the other and then just get on with things.
One note on the age thing...my oh, being 24 says to me "you are not older, you were just born first"...how lovely is that eh!