Hi everyone!
I lost my first angel to IC and my second to IC and pPROM and failed TVC. I am currently 14+5 with out rainbow (hopefully) and I'm really struggling some days. I am so scared I will have pPROM again. I am about 6 weeks out from my pPROM "milestone" and I worry about every bit of discharge or when I go to the bathroom and the water doesn't look yellow enough (tmi!!). I've home a couple times today and it doesn't look colored at all (and I haven't been drinking that much). I have had discharge here and there, some days more than others but it doesn't seem abnormal.
I have an appointment on Tuesday and will discuss with my doctor, but how do I know when to be concerned and how do I push aside these feelings when everything seems okay? As we approach 21 weeks I just can't bear the thought of losing another baby and I'm so scared something else could go wrong. I have an abdominal cerclage now so the IC shouldn't be an issue but a healthy baby still isn't a guarantee. I feel so helpless!!!
I lost my first angel to IC and my second to IC and pPROM and failed TVC. I am currently 14+5 with out rainbow (hopefully) and I'm really struggling some days. I am so scared I will have pPROM again. I am about 6 weeks out from my pPROM "milestone" and I worry about every bit of discharge or when I go to the bathroom and the water doesn't look yellow enough (tmi!!). I've home a couple times today and it doesn't look colored at all (and I haven't been drinking that much). I have had discharge here and there, some days more than others but it doesn't seem abnormal.
I have an appointment on Tuesday and will discuss with my doctor, but how do I know when to be concerned and how do I push aside these feelings when everything seems okay? As we approach 21 weeks I just can't bear the thought of losing another baby and I'm so scared something else could go wrong. I have an abdominal cerclage now so the IC shouldn't be an issue but a healthy baby still isn't a guarantee. I feel so helpless!!!
