CowgirlBaby
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I love my best friend to death. She is my best friend in the whole world, next to my fiance. She has a 13 month old son, who is almost 14 months old. He is my god son and he is super cute and from the moment I first held him I knew I wanted one and wanted one soon. My best friend had him just before turning 19 so she had him fairly young which is fine, I help her out I love snuggling him and baby sitting him and all that. Wishing I had one of my own (I've actually had people confuse my god son as my son cause apparently he looks like me haha.) but as I said from the moment I first held him at 1 day old I've wanted one ever since. My fiance and I are WTT till late Jan early Feb because he wants a baby right in between our birthdays if we can manage that. (His is Sept. 28th mine is Oct. 20th) and that was all fine and dandy, and then like 2 weeks ago my best friend announced that she's pregnant with her second. I am super happy for her because its another baby to love, but at the same time when she told my I felt the jealousy that she is pregnant and going to have another baby before I can even have my first one. I want one so bad. The worst part about it is when she finds out the gender of her baby, she is going to want me to go shopping with her and pick out stuff, which is fine, but the jealousy is hard to deal with. Again so happy for her, over the moon happy for her, but at the same time I am so so jealous!
Anyone else having an issue with that nasty green monster called Jealousy?
Anyone else having an issue with that nasty green monster called Jealousy?