kstancook...you didn't piss me off! Funny you are like the 4th person who has thought they have pissed me off today! I am so so sorry hun it must be the demon PMS in my tone!

In fact I have been kicking myself all day about messing around with mother nature. This is why, for this cycle if no other I am just going to see what my body wants to do. I am even thinking of ditching the opks and just getting busy when nature tells me to do so. Focussing less on trying to trick my body or alter my cycle and more on destressing and generally loving myself and trying to find the girl I lost back in August last year when I joined the TTC mad race.
Thanks to all you girls for your kind words, support and advice. It really makes a huge difference